Reasons I hate being fat:
#3 – “Are you pregnant”
I’ve had it twice in my life and not recently but it is heart breaking. Seriously, people, just don’t say anything unless someone looks ready to drop because they might just be fat.
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How I feel today.
Pretty good actually. A little tired from exercising but good. Lots of music stuff to do, contracts to write, meetings to go to. I’ve also lost another 1lb bringing my weight back to 226lbs. It’s pretty good, I’ve also sent an invoice off to a company I’ve been writing for and it seems they’ve maintained a radio silence for the last week or so. God I hope they pay me, I really need that money.
Also another company I worked for are now in the process of securing investment and I asked for the £220 that they owe me from two years ago. I was pretty much told I couldn’t have it for a while. I’m -£850 in my bank account, I need this fucking money. *sigh* The hatred I have for money and pretty much everything to do with it is probably down to the fact that I have no money. I could’ve cried last night when Ben was going on about he could probably save £300 per month. Wish I fucking could.
We want to save up for our own house so we need a deposit of like £15-£20k. We are never going to get there… 😦
Feeling Stylish 